Questions and Wonderings?.....

  I have recently been wondering if Margo was going to be found soon and also if Quentin was going to get ay help finding her?
   As I read, I found out that Margo has still not yet been found. This has been driving Quentin crazy, he has been has been feeling guilty, about not being there for her as a friend. Quentin realized that Margo could be anywhere sleeping on grass at a park or touring with random artist. With Margo you never know, she could be having a terrible adventure or she could have the adventure of a lifetime. But in this case she is missing and this not an adventure its a nightmare, and Quentin is worrying.
   Quentin told his two best friends (his only friends) what happened and he told them about her missing. One of his friends Radar is really good with technology, and gadgets. He is also very smart. So Quentin went and asked Radar for help to track her down, because Radar is a real benefit, he is very intelligent and he can think outside the box like Quentin and Quentin thought two heads is better than one. And the more help he can get that faster he can find Margo. Also Quentin will need all the brains he can get to understand Margos clues.
         So I found a lot more about Quentin's feelings towards Margo more and I know he really cares for her and he is extra worried for her because she is still missing. Quentin did have someone help him look for Margo, he had Radar help him with figuring out the clues, but so far they have had no luck. I can't wait until they find her because I want to know what Margo was up to, so I am excited to read more and find out. I got all my questions and wonderings that I had for now answered.
    

Questions and Wonderings?.....

I recently was wandering as I was reading this week if Quentin would actually find clues from Margo or if she would have sent clues to her parents. I also was wondering, if she did send clues for Quentin would he be able to figure any of them out.
           As I read I found out that she did not want her parents to find her, Margo wanted to be found by Quentin. After I found out that Margo wants to be found by Quentin I also wandered if she gave hime clues and if so were they hard.
          Margo did give Quentin clues and some were hard and some weren't that hard but you had to think simple and not over complicate what the clue is telling you. Basically the clues did take time to understand. My other wandering was answered as well, Quentin did figure out some of the clues and actually as a hinge on were she is. He thinks that she is in a city were this band is playing at, but he doesn't know what city. He found this out because in Margo's window was a picture frame with a bands album cover in it, and he noticed that had to be a clue because Margo never had anything in her window, and Quentin knows this because they live across from each other and sees right directly into her room through that window and now all of a sudden there was a picture blocking him form seeing her window, so he knew something was up. Then while the detectives were talking with Margo's parents at his house. He snuck over and had Margo's little sister answer the door. Then he went in her room and saw that she has a music collection of everything you could think of. So it was hard going through all of that and finding the album. He needed the album to look at the back of it and see if they had an feature tours or were they're from. Margo is very clever.
   So I got all my questions answered and I am excited to read more and found out more clues and to read more about Margo and Quentin's relationship.

Questions and Wonderings?

 I had been wondering whether or not if Margo was really away with an aunt or out of town = or if she just didn't want to come to school because of all the crap she went through with fake friends and cheating boyfriends.
 
     Later as I read more I found out that she had ran away from her parents, Margos parents are so insensitive to her. Margos parents gave up on her, they will not let Margo return home and live with them. She has ran away a lot of times they say, which is why they are tired of her on and off behavior and is why they just gave up. The detective was there to and he said that he has worked Margos missing case before and this isnt the first time she ran away, But the detective also says that Margos parents are always like this, never understanding to her side, and are always difficult people to work with, and the detective also said "I  now understand why Margo would run away". Which says a lot about how they are as parents and people. I think they should get maybe Margo some help, like someone she can talk to you, instead of always judging her and just giving up.

      I think that she is still there daughter and they should always love her no matter how much trouble she is. Margo is always their responsibility even if she is eighteen and living on her own, or even is she as kids of her own. Margo is their child and she is a reflection of their parenting, so if their child is acting out, maybe its because of them.

   They should always try to make her a better person, and teach her right from wrong. Like how to handle your feelings. I got all my questions and wanderings answered from reading this week and I enjoyed reading more in depth of this book. 

Questions and Wonderings:

I have been recently wondering if Margo and Q (Quentin), will actually not get caught after doing all these pranks on Margo ex best friend and boyfriend, because they both lied to her and are hooking up behind her back, and if they did go through it would Margo and Quentin get caught?

      As I read, I found out that they (Margo and Q) did not get caught, but that Margo's ex best friend and boyfriend both were very humiliated. Margo did however leave a huge clue on every prank she did, which was a huge 'M' spray paint every time she was done with each person, which I'll say gives them all a huge idea to who it was that pranked them. Which I think is very clever to let the know they did not get away with anything, and that someone knows there 'secret'.

    Margo herself is still a mystery, with no clues, but yet Q still seems to find an interest in her, even so as the night/morning was over he invited her to sit at his lunch table, and she accepted. I am very excited to read ahead and know more.

QUESTIONS AND WONDERING?...

My new book is called Paper Towns by John Green. 

     I recently been loving this book first off. But I do have a lot of questions. My first and main question would be, why is Quentin and Margo, who are the two main characters so far not close friends like they use to be. My next question is, if Quentin had feelings for Margo all these years, why hasn't he made a move. And lastly i have been wondering if Margo has any feelings for Quentin.

     As I was reading my first questions were answered, Margo and Quentin aren't very close friend anymore, because when Margo started dating her new boyfriend, they both just started separating and hanging in different crowds, so the simply just drifted apart. 

     Quentin has not made a move all these years, because he was never too sure if Margo felt the same way, and he didn't want to ruin there friendship. This got me wondering if Margo had feeling for him back, and as I was reading i realized Margo is very mysterious and will never let you know what she is feeling unless she shows it through action. In the story Margo is always very nosey, and getting into everyones troubles and figuring out what they are. She likes to play detective, and I mean literally. Sh loves to solve mysterious, when she is a complete mystery herself. She never really shows the lovey dovey effect ion to her boyfriend, she's more as a friend to him, so even when she is with someone you never know what she feels for them, and at what time. Its hard to tell if Margo has feelings for someone, because you honestly can't tell if she had feelings for her boyfriend in that way, unless she kisses him. Margo is very friendly and sometimes, it gets hard to tell if she really want to be more than friends. 

      I really didn't get my question/wondering answered for the last one, but thats because of the persons character (Margo is very mysterious). 

    So far I am obsessed with this book, it lets me image the characters personality, and live in there world. I must say it is by far a great read.

Book Review:

JUST LISTEN by Sarah Dessen Review by MY POV:

          What I learned from this book was that everybody has a voice and it is up to ourselves to decide whether or not we listen to it or we don't. Its not complicated, unless you are. Just listen really speaks volumes in many ways for young teens, speaking up, being you, and learning to accept yourself. All the things I value so much. This story has a great plot and concept, and it is very well written. But the thing that really hit me, was the people in the story it self. Annabel the main character, wanted to change and be an always honest person, but in reality she found out it is harder than it seems. 

         There of course was a little romance and friendship going on in the story, but that was barely even half of what it was all about. Now many people will have the input on what they think the story all together stands for, but I am just going to tell you what I believe its message and what it stands for is. For me its message is about having that voice from within you, your opinion, and your aviate, there is no one better at being all those things for you other than yourself. This book has so many outlets of power that its message holds, which is too just listen to yourself, and for one do what makes you feel good about yourself, not caring if someone may find it weird. Its message I believe can and probably has helped thousands of girls out there and them being too shy to come forward about assault, or just speaking there true opinions to others. I just know the one thing that makes this book one of the best books I read, was the hope and power it gave me more, to accept my self and be honest. 


I rate Just Listen by Sarah Dessen 10/5!!!!

Questions and Wondering?...

I have been wondering if anything was so special about the title and how it all ties in with the story line of the book I'm reading. And as I kept reading I figured out that this whole book is really based off of having that special person who can just listen to the real you, listen to your opinion, give honest feedback, and be there for you when there are ups and downs. This book is really talking about Owens relationship and actions towards Annabel. Owen also gave Annabel a cd playlist with the title 'just listen' and he also gave her a bunch of other cds, but told her to save this one for after she has heard all the other cds.

       As I was reading, I questioned whether or not Annabel would take this whole soundtrack or cd playlist situation serious and actually listen and give her real opinion on the music. And I thought she was not going to, because she does not really have the same exact taste in music as Owen, but in surprise she did begin to listen to each cd (which had over 50 songs on EACH of them).And she didn't skip any songs, she began this and kept it out and now as she is beginning to finish up all the other cds and will soon be able to hear 'just listen' and make her final opinion on the whole process. I have read a lot and really understand the whole scene of the story and can picture it all, all I had to do was just read.
   
               This story as so many thoughts and conflicts that it takes some time to really understand the struggles, but when I take the time like this to go over everything I just read and I try to figure all of my questions I have before I read, and get them answered. Really does help.

Questions and Wonderings?

I have always wondered in my story if Owens friend had feelings for Annabel, because if so then could that make Owen jealous? But what I soon discovered was that his friend is crazy over some other girl, who is not really a main part of the story.

      Owens friend is so crazy over her, that he gets nervous anytime her name is mentioned. I also was taking in a deeper study of Owens emotions as well towards Annabel, to see if he gets butterflies around her, just like how is friend does about this other girl. But I honestly did not find any prove in that, but what I did find out, was that there is a lot of tension between them, and its flirtatious. They both get clustered in the car with the seatbelt situation.

        Owen has to hammer in the passengers seatbelt buckle for it to secure. And every time he does that his hand is on Annabel's waist. For Annabel she gets nervous, but as for Owen he is hard to read.

             Little things like this has been going on in the story all throughout. I have been wondering, and taking into perspective a lot of the situations that occur. I try to grasp on to each characters emotions, and actions. I always have questions but thats just because I'm always wondering things. I believe that in this story to find all the answers your looking for it is going to take more then clues, its going to take build up and time. I find answers to my small questions very easily sometimes. But my wonderings always exist even if they get answered. On of my main wondering that has been going on  as I have been reading, was if Annabel should actually date Owen or if they should stay friends. I believe this has been answered both ways in the writers words, yes because they are opposites and opposites attract, and they both inspire each other to bring forth a different side of them. Then there is why I say no, because why break up a beautiful understanding of friendship and character they have with each other. These are the main reasons I get confused with which statement is stronger.

         Overall I believe that all my questions get answered but my wonderings will always have more than one answer to it, and these are just some that have hit my mind as I have been reading.

Predictions

I believe that Annabel would develop a crush on Owen. My reason is because, ever since Annabel lost her best friend, and became un-popular, things have gotten worse then before. But when she met Owen, and began to talk to him, and get to know him. It seemed like every time she was around him, he would get her mind off of stress, and they could talk. Owen always listened to her opinion, and he always took inconsideration of the truth. He does not like when people lie.

       Little bit after some time, Owen and Annabel became closer friends, even so that he offered her a ride home. The first time he told her about his radio show was when he offered her a ride home. His radio show would come on early in the morning, so at first Annabel was sure she wouldn't be tuning in, but then she woke up and turned on his show. The show wasn't really her taste, but she still listened every time since then so she would be able to have something to talk about with Owen, and maybe grasp his interest more. Which she did. Then they became friends, she met his little sister who adores her.  She met his mother at the mall, she went out to breakfast with him and his friend.


     Most important she got to know him. She learned to like this person he is, she saw that he was all pure. He was the opposite of fake, he always spoke what was on his mind. He always told her the truth. He listened to her. Annabel saw something in him, no one at school did. Owen was truy himself, and no one else. He wasn't like all the other kids in the school who were fake, and just trying to pass by, day, by day. My predictions became true, Annabel did develop a crush on Owen, and I believe Owen did to. But the sad part in this all is they are both to caught up in being friends, I don't know yet, if they will even give each other a chance at dating, and being in another relationship other than just friendship.

Questions and Wondering?

    I have been wondering if her sister Whitney would ever have a relationship with Annabel again or at least talk to her and she did. They had a full on conversation about Owen. I was very surprised that she even opened her mouth and something other than, "no Im not hungry" or "Im tired'. I really think this is a step up.

       The topic they were on, was about how she knew Owen and she asked a few questions like "are you sure you guys are just friends?" and other basic questions. The conversation did not get to heated.

I also been wondering if she really was going to stay committed to her friendship with Owen or if them talking and stuff was a one time thing. I really did believe that there was going to more in depth conversations between them, and as I read I found out there are. They talk everyday, and she listens to his program on the radio in the morning times. I really am now no longer wondering. I know that they're relationship is only going to begin to grow. My questions and wonderings have been answered as I read through each chapter and see how its all connecting. I am just not sure how this story is going to end....... Because they're are like five different stories going on at the same time.

ASKING Questions and Wondering:

I have been wondering this a lot if soon or later would Annabel talk to Owen more and not just at lunch, and it turns out that there friendship from being just talking completely jumped from my perspective and now she is out listening to his radio show in the morning and talking about that stuff on the way to class and all. They have really answered my question very simple. I also have been wondering what is the reason Annabel has lost her "best" friend, and it turns out I figured that out too.

It was because her best friend assumed she was after her boyfriend and think she was the one that hit on him and really it was the boyfriend, but of course the "best" friend does not know that. And I quote in on "best" friend because Annabel has imitated to herself and Owen that all she was doing was being a follower and getting pushed around, and realized that maybe she wasn't a real best friend.

That were all of the questions I have had so far, and they all pretty much are completely answered. 

Making Connections:

I could really connected with this part in the story when Annabel and Owen were in the car because the writer was very descriptive. They really described Owens little sister down to the tee as well. She is very bubbly and is obsessed with Annabel in a way like she idols Annabel, she wears a lot of pink. She loves rock music and pop music.  I could connect to her in a way because I to look up to a lot of people. I also do love music too. As does Owen but not her type of music. The writer also explained the scene were they were in the car very well. How she was getting to be honest and felt nervous, how she and Owen were talking and how emotions and questions grew stronger. The way the author described the whole scene made my imagination a lot easier to imagine. I really did notice every little bit of what was going on. What she and Owen discussed was not anything romantic or boring, but more intriguing. The discussion led on to lunch time the next day. They both always ate luck together. Considering the fact that everyone else at school thought she was a whore, because of all the rumors Sophie spread. Sophie is her old best friend .

Ever since the day her and Owen started taking they were always honest with each other and were never afraid to speak there opinion. Owen taught Annabel how to not be afraid to speak her mind. 

Asking Questions and Wondering #2

I have been wondering this for a little time now. Will the other sister the middle child Whitney ever get back into modeling? Or will she be stuck in the bad memories of having an eating disorder?... I also have been wondering whether or not she would actually move out and live on her own. Who would she live with the oldest sister Kirsten who she lived with before the whole incident and if they do live together will things be better or worse?... I have had a lot of wondering and questions for the main character Annabel would ever explain what happened in the summer between her and her best friend and why there no longer speaking. I would like for the book to just tell in through all in one flashback chapter but instead it is just continually  spreading it out on how they met and how the setting of this situation got. So, basically they are dragging it out or U was wondering if the book had a leading hurrah plot to it all that it was leading up to. Maybe the reason why Annabel's' best friend is mad at her is the big hurrah or could be the basis okay. I have been wondering a lot basically throughout this whole book. But i actually enjoy that a lot, because that way I don't know what will have happen next and everything is a surprise for me.

Making Connections

Making Connections: Just Listen by Sarah Dessen

Me and one of the character Whitney I would say have similar connections, because there was a point in time when I felt that I needed to be more skinner than I already am, because I wanted to better than the other girls size, and me and Whitney are also similar in some ways. One is that we are both a middle child and maybe this is a middle child thing or not, but I tend to isolate myself in my bedroom and not want to be bothered with others. Whitney in the story also was losing to much weight for her own good and did it because she wanted to get more jobs and because a thinner model. But Whitney had always had the body to be a model, because she was always the thin one in the family. And before when Whitney was still living in a family full household she always was quite and always isolated herself from others, she barley talked and was always going straight to her room to isolate herself from the rest of the members of the house. I also see myself as another character in the story Kristen who is the oldest. I see myself like her because she is always over dramatic and making a mountain out of a mo hill. When Whitney started staying with her because she needed a place to stay because Whitney was only 18 and needed a guidance, and later on throughout the months of them staying together Kristen notice that Whitney was way too skinny for her own good and she then informed her family on it, but they always knew Kristen to exaggerate. So they didn't think anything of its and it began to get worse so she called them again and then the mom talked to her but Whitney lied and said she was fine, when she wasn't and because she was always over reacting the family never really thought of it as anything serious, until they saw her when they were picking her and Kristen up from the airport.

Overall I see myself over dramatic a lot and at one point i did wish I was thinner than what I already was because I wanted to be the perfect size for a dancer, but the only difference is I never had a eating disorder. (I love food too much) But I learned quick that I was a already a great size for a dancer and for my age.

Asking Questions and Wondering

Asking Questions and Wondering

Book: Must HATE the Playboy

I have been wondering whether or not Tori and John will end up together. Because she hasn't seen him since the accident and she still thinks he is a jerk because Zach claims that he did that on purpose and that it is his fault. But then again I keep wondering if Zach is poisoning her head with that because he is just still in love with her and doesn't want her to be into anyone else. I also am still on the edge and wondering whether Zach is in love with Tori still or has moved on. I would think he moved on because he is very chill about the whole breakup but then he has been going to lunch with her a lot and not some normal lunch he has been secretly ordering her favorite desert which is chocolate chip cookies and wiping off chocolate off her lip. He also has been whispering into her hears sweet things. 

I have also been wondering whether or not James would come back from the Hampton's and if Tori actually have feelings for James or for Zach? My main and last question is if Tori is actually trying to move on or if she is hiding her feelings towards Zach?

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Extra Info: John hit Tori but after he hit her he looked up and then stared at her for a good 2 minutes and in the book they describe that the way he looked at her was like he instantly had a crush. Then it said that he purposely hit her and that really makes me believe that he did that because he liked her. Plus she was staring at him too the same way. Also the whole time this was happening Zach was the one that snapped them both out because we was clearly getting jealous at the fact that Tori was crushing in someone else other than him. It is a very complicated between Tori and Zach but in the end its clear that Zach is still in love with Tori.

AUTHOR:

Imma Delos Santos (notjustarandomgirl)

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WHO I AM

HI :)

• I am Myrcedes Edwards
• I am a YouTuber
• I love food and YouTube
• MY Favorite YouTubers are MayBaby,StilaBabe09,MacBarbie07,Caspar Lee, Joe Sugg, Nash Grier, Hayes Grier, Tyler Oakley, Connor Franta, LoveLaurenElizabeth, Thats So Jack, O2L. Much More I just cant remember.
• If I could spend everyday watching new episodes of all my favorite tv shows and watching Netflix, and Eating Food and making and editing YouTube videos, I would. 

What I Do On My YouTube:
Really its all about making others smile. Because when one of my video lights up someone else's day it makes me feel happier. Because someone else is smiling or laughing as well. My channel also talks mostly fashion and essentials and my Channel is for me to help others express them self in your own style and to help you guys dress in a way were you can express yourself in many different ways. It also is about how you can be confident in your own style and that if you want to learn how to style good just style from what's with in you and your style!

Family: 
I have a dad and mom and 6 siblings 4 of them are my half siblings and two are my main siblings.
I spend mostly my life with my two main sisters Myridian and Myriah and once in a while I will visit my half sister Akira. Those three of my siblings live in Chicago. My other sisters live in Dominican Republic. One is 5 and the other one just turned 6 in July. My last sibling is my older brother and he is the oldest out of all of us and he is in college. I am the middle child. The order is Aron, Myridian, Myrcedes (ME), Myriah, Akira, Sharlene, and Alexis.

GROWING UP: 
I would love to be an entertainer (An actress, model, YouTuber, and dancer) I plan on going to either Columbia or Stanford University. If I go to Columbia than I would probably get an apartment in Chicago or I would move to LA for my career and get an apartment there and attend Stanford University. Honestly I don't like to know what is ahead for me but these are just plans that I am really trying to set ahead for my future.